Wat ‘n voorreg om Nadine Hamman in lewende lywe te ontmoet vandag! Ja ek is daai persoon wat met vreemdelinge oor whatsapp gesels en eers later ontmoet….
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Wat ‘n voorreg om Nadine Hamman in lewende lywe te ontmoet vandag! Ja ek is daai persoon wat met vreemdelinge oor whatsapp gesels en eers later ontmoet….
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Wat ‘n voorreg om by HaMakom Privaatskool vandag te kon bedien en voorskote uitdeel….
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What an awesome honour and blessing to serve at Hoërskool Bekker today!
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The quickest doctor’s appointment in this whole process thus far. First time that they were waiting for us….and we were a few minutes early for our appointment🤭
Scan done, markings on and now they will be working out the Radiation dosage….
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Done seeing Doctor Kourie. He is happy with the wound healing, stitches are out (only 2) which feels so much better!
Next phase to start 6 May 2024 with radiation….
All the glory to God for being in this process with us and going before us too during everything!
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#birthday_vibes
Lekker buffet breakfast geniet by Glenburn Lodge….
Wat ‘n WONDERLIKE voorreg om uiteindelik, in lewende lywe, vir Lynette Berger te kon ontmoet. Ons gesels al op whatsapp vir 3 jaar, en die week het ons besluit nou gaan ons mekaar in lewende lywe sien en kuier!!
Die dag was te kort en die tyd het te vinnig verby gesnel!
Maar dit was so lekker gewees!!!!
Tot ons weer die geleentheid kry!
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Today was / is doctor day again….saw the OT to check if all is still in order with lymph nodes, all seem to be fine and in order, praise Jesus for that!
Waiting to see the doctor to change the dressings and then we have to wait to see Prof Benn too…to discuss the operation and results from the lab tests on the lump…
P.S. still struggling a bit with t-shirts and things over the head so hence the reason for not wearing my flamingo shirt just yet…
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Done seeing Prof Rapoport and had to go back to Milpark for dressing change – turns out I am very allergic to plasters and the other dressing they put on made me itch…..
Luckily we are done. Next appointment is Prof Benn and again Dr Kourie for follow up after the op and dressing change again – all next week Wednesday….
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Done seeing Doc Kourie for post op follow up. He is satisfied that the wounds are healing nicely….the drain is out so no more bag around the neck for me! Yeay!!
And I am not able to wear my flamingo shirts at this stage due to the drain and not being able to lift my arms properly….
Next stop Prof Rapoport….we were more than one hour late to wait here….
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Yeay! Good to go, checking out the very next day which we are grateful for! Had the opportunity to have a week of my sister all the way from Riversdal…what a blessing and special week!
Sent home with a lovely drain that is only to be taken off who knows when…..
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Lekker bederf kuier van my oudste sussie se vriendin Mariekie….so dankie vir die bederf met blomme!!
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Wanneer jou sussie uit Riversdal uit jou kom verras!!
Special moments!!!!
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Waiting to be admitted….today is operation day….
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PRAISE THE LORD!
So we finished up at Prof Benn just after 17h30….and the BEST news ever, she does not feel anything in the glands and the lump is ready to go and be removed.
Never in my life have I looked forward to an operation, but this one I am looking forward to!
And to close off – I am wearing pretty pink earrings that my good friend and own personal cheerleader gave to me (and just so that I can post on Instagram I had to take another picture 🤭)
And yes my hand looks like that of a boxer 🥊🤣 – to assist with the swelling, side effects of chemo through my hand before I got the port in December….
God is GOOD ALL THE TIME!
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Today was D-day (doctor day 🤣). I decided one pic is enough for all the appointments (we had 4 scheduled for today).
First appointment – Dr. Ramjee. All is good with the heart. Swelling of feet seems to be aftermath of chemo.
Second appointment – Occupational Therapist Gabi Kourie. Swelling of the hand will go down, I need to have it massaged (note HAVE not DO myself 🤭 excuse for Heinrich to touch my hand 🤣).
Third appointment – Prof Joseph had the joy of sticking some more needles into me today to insert the mag trace for use in theatre.
Fourth appointment – still waiting to see Prof Benn to make sure all on track with the op and the lump and everything that goes with it. Still waiting for this appointment to be done…..
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Vandag se skrifvers is eenvoudig, kort en kragtig. Dawid het gesê wanneer hy vrees, vertrou hy net op die Here. Net dit. So maklik soos dit. So hoekom, in ons hedendaagse lewe, spartel ons rond as ons vrees? Hoekom kry ons angsaanvalle, of voel oorweldig, of wonder wat regtig aan die gang is met ons liggame? Dit alles terwyl ons net moet vertrou op die Here.
Did you know that NOTHING that you try to do out of your own power, will change anything about the situation around you? It is more than likely to create more fear, uncertainty, panic, you name it, you will feel it. Fear leads to worry, and worry leads to illness. So why do we fear and worry, when God has got this?
Soos wat ek hier sit en tik, kan ek nie steeds help om te wonder wat regtig aan die gang is in my liggaam nie? Is alles regtig soos dit moet wees? Wat gaan hulle bevind wanneer die knop uitgesny gaan word? Het die chemo sy werk ten volle gedoen? Ek weet en besef hierdie is alles vrae en leuens van die vyand af, iets wat ek daagliks moet afweer, want ek WEET ek is genees. My hoop en vertroue is in God. Wanneer ek hierdie tipe gedagtes kry, is dit dan wanneer vandag se skrifvers in werking kom. Ek kan toelaat dat vrees my lewe oorneem, of, ek kan op die Here vertrou. Ek kies om aan te hou hoop en glo en te vertrou op God.
The healing is not in the medicine or any surgery. The healing comes from God, the medicine and surgery are the tools that we are given to receive healing, but ultimately, it is God who gives us healing. So why do we fear and not trust God for everything in our lives? Hashtag Just saying…. hashtag I will trust God…. hashtag God is our healer.
We saw Reconstructive surgeon today and Prof Rapoport. Surgeon’s appointment was first, delaying us a bit for the wait at Prof.
Surgery scheduled for mid-March-ish (how is that for a word 🤪).
Then it was off to wait at Prof Rapoport for almost 2 hours….and when we went in, he was almost chatty. I think today was the most he spoke to us during this process.
And PRAISE THE LORD!!! He is satisfied with everything. The port can come out too in the same surgery.
The conclusion I have come to is, the devil is a liar! The week since seeing Prof Benn up to today was such a battle of the mind! The uncertainties whether Prof Rapoport will be satisfied, whether this is the end of chemo and the start of surgery and Phase II of this process ….
All the GLORY BE TO GOD ALWAYS! He was with me in this process. He saw my tears, my begging in prayer for mercy to let this end, me crying about my hairloss, not liking my features without hair, seeing all my tears about everything the whole time in this process. He is a good good Father. Thank you Lord. Your mercy is truly renewed every day.
Thank you to each and everyone for your support and prayers during this process. Without prayer, I would not have made it!!
The last of all – thank you to my husband, best friend and lover Heinrich. Now I know that you TRULY love me. Not that I had any doubts. But if you know what this guy has been through since September….wow, all I can say is by the Grace of God we are still standing. Somedays it is harder than others to stand tall and proud.
And as if God wanted to talk to us, a thunderstorm broke out while we were waiting, with lightning and all. As if He wants to say – all is washed clean and He has spoken through the lightning.
The Jerico wall is busy crumbling – hence the cavities in the lump. Thank you Jesus!
P.S. the lipstick was always worn at Prof Rapoport appointments….it is called Ruler…God rules over this disease….and because He rules I rule.
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Follow up scan (en toe word ons HONGER!)
The lump has not changed in size, it feels bulkier and the scan shows it has holes in. The lymph nodes are smaller, which is a good sign….
Till Monday when we see Prof Rapoport.
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Done seeing Prof Benn. She is happy with the results thus far. I have to go for a scan on Thursday, then see reconstructive surgeon Monday before I see Prof Rapoport. Only once we have seen him, will we know timelines i.t.o. surgery.
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The LAST INJECTION ✔️
The LAST WEEK of feeling horrible after the injection…almost ✔️
Thank you Soné Baird for your friendship and injecting me, on my own I would not have been able to stick a needle in my tummy!!!!! I appreciate you!
To my husband, who was with me for every photo along phase 1 of this journey (to his irritation at times I might add) THANK YOU! Now I know you love me….sticking with me, supporting me, driving me around and putting other things on the back burner for a while.
Most important of all – THANK YOU JESUS for being with me every step of the way. I truly understand Phillipians 4:13 better now. I could not have done ANY OF THIS without Christ who strengthened me.
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All those waring their shirts yesterday (and who sent me their pics)….
My sister Leonie Janse van Rensburg all the way in Riversdal.
My friends – Anika Bokma @anika_runs in Hekpoort; Lynette Berger (struggling to tag you on socials) from Vereeniging; Una Botha (not on socials) from Magaliesberg.
Doing this simple action means so much to me. Much more than you will ever realise! Thank you and love each one of you from the bottom of my heart!
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Bloods done. Waiting to see Prof Rapoport…this is THE LAST ONE today!
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Went for a follow up sonar. The lump has not grown in size and is similar in size when compared with previous scans. The lymph nodes have shrunk a lot since the previous scans! All in all good news!!! And yes, I always forget to get the flamingo on the shirt in the pic 🙈
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Wow, I cannot begin to describe how it feels to not feel terrible and ill and to be able to function a bit more like I used to! I am so grateful for each and every moment that God gives to me during this process when I do not feel ill. That just helps to bring gratitude to the table more frequently you know? I used to take many things for granted (I did have gratitude for all that I had), and since 15 September 2023, I have learnt that NOTHING is to be taken for granted and this just deepened my attitude of gratitude even more….
Terug by vandag se vers. Ek hou baie van die Amplified weergawe, soos jy seker al agter gekom het. Die addisionele beskrywende woorde, veral in Engels, is net vir my so mooi. Nou dit begin om te sê ons moet weet, en dan in hakkies, sonder ENIGE TWYFEL….nou twyfel is ‘n ding wat nie van God af kom nie, so hier probeer die Here ons net weer gemoedsrus gee om te sê HOU OP TWYFEL en weet wat jy moet weet.
The other describing word in brackets is steadfast, which means it is stable, does not fluctuate (this is my own meaning and not something from a dictionary). This is exactly how God is. If you had to draw a graph, like you do in Maths, God’s line is a straight, consistent one. Ours, on the other hand, goes up and down and fluctuates. So God is steadfast in all that He does – He is faithful, keeps His covenant, has lovingkindness towards thousands of generations of those who love Him and obey Him.
Nou het jy al ooit gedink aan hoe baie duisende generasies is? Ek vertel net die ander dag vir my kinders van my ouma grootjie. Min mense het die voorreg om ‘n ouma grootjie persoonlik te ken. Dit beteken dit was 4 generasies vir my. So ‘n groot ouderdomsverskil, soveel mense in net 4 generasies. Hoe lyk duisende generasies dan? Maar is dit nie wonderlik om te weet, dat, dit wat ons nou doen, ons nageslag affekteer nie? As ons die Here lief het en vir Hom luister, dan sal die Here tot in die duisendse geslag Sy liefde betoon. Wow. Wat ek nou doen, beinvloed my klein kinders en agter klein kinders en hul kinders se kinders se kinders se kinders.
So what are we waiting for? Receiving God’s favour and lovingkindness has not been easier! Just love Him and obey Him. As simple as that. And that is not hard to do! 💪 let’s do this day! ™